Tarot Reading and Writing

The following entry is what I believe to be true. What has been revealed to me personally through my experiences. It is what I know that I know. If you don't agree that is fine. We are all on our own journey, and each of us has a knowing of what we know to be true in our heart. It is not my wish to convince you of anything. Only to give you insight into my heart and maybe open up ideas to you that you have not heard. ~ Mistitarot

Did I ever tell you that I could read people that have passed on? Some of you may have guessed this if you have ever had a reading by me or listen to my show. Loved ones come up alot in readings and always have something to say.

Like today, we hear that tragic tale, spun so many times, that yet another person has taken their own life. No matter what your views on suicide, conscious or not, it is still a sad situation.

In doing the cards I saw him to be happier now then ever. He feels that his real work can be done. Peace of mind, spirit, and having knowledge was a goal that he now possesses.

There are those who walk this earth only because they are waiting to die. That is their trip not ours, and it is not for us to understand. It is only for us to judge them not, and to do what we can while in their lives. If they take it, wonderful. If not, then do not compound their journey by shoving help down their throat.  If they are not willing to help themselves or to take help from us,  then we can do nothing.  Only God knows what is in their heart and what it is meant for them to do. If they seek it, than they will find it. Don't go looking for them.

When I have done the cards on family members or friends, when I heard of their passing, and even those I did not know, several of the same cards come up over and over.

1: is the Judgment card. This is almost always a predominate card, either happening within hours, immediately, or within a few days. ( OUR TIME, NOT GOD'S)

This has lead me to believe what I always in my heart knew to be true. That we are not judged in a grouping (well after our death) like some religions have taught. But that we are to be judged upon passing. "Defending Your Life" by Albert Brooks is a great comical movie to look at in reference to this.

2. The card/cards that represent freedom, community, and celebrations. Which leads me to believe that yes. It is a "home coming"

3. The perfecting and working card. ALWAYS comes in. You work even after death. No you won't be flipping burgers or driving that truck. But helping others and continuing to LIVE but with knowledge, is a great reward for coming here, Earth, to experience for God.

4. Truth & acceptance. 90% of the time this does come in to play. I mean why not accept what happened, how you lead your life, and all the things you would know "behind the scenes" about it. I say 90% because I have seen cards on people who accepted it but were not happy about it. This is when I know that their death truly was one of those preventable flukey things. Not something that was planned before they came to earth. Or that their religion and ego has come into play.

5. Now in that 10% the cards of regret, and sorrow come in, but strength follows them. Their is one person that sticks out in my mind where I saw these cards strongly. I will not mention their name, but it was a fluke death. He decided in his "trial" if you will, that he would not move on, yet watch and speak, and teach the younger members of his family to continue his and their work, until they reached a certain age and then, he would move on. So the "Judgment" in a sense, was postponed until he was done with his hearts work.

Considering that God gave us free will, this ofcourse is allowed.

And no, it's not Michael Jackson if that is what you were thinking.

Also in that 10, I have seen people put THEMSELVES, in purgatory or limbo....yep you read that right.....they put themselves there. Again the free will rule, compounded then by their religion. God patiently waits. He after all, has an eternity, and will not push you in a direction that your spirit is not ready for. Death is a transition even if you know it is coming. An adjustment period is needed for some, and if being in limbo makes you comfortable, then fine, have at it. But even with those people, when I would ask and read weeks later, they were out of it.  And happy doing what they chose to do.

The bottom line here is that we are given free will when we are created. Creation does not start in the womb, but before that. We are beings before we are given skin, and knew our maker before hand. We continue to have it while walking earth, and then ofcourse when we go back to where we came from.

Our loved ones can still talk to us. Audibly, or in dreams. They can cause a cologne to tickle our nose or flowers to appear in the darkness of winter. They can choose to guide us, or just watch from a distance until you seek them out.  If and when  you do, and would like confirmation, or just don't feel that you are hearing them correctly then know that I am here for you,  and would love to help if you ask.

Mistitarot

Well, I did it! The shop is open and I couldn't be happier. I hope all of you get a chuckle out of the T-shirts. Ofcourse, you can purchase some Tarot Time with Mistitarot merchandise as well.

Shortly, I will start schedueling shows in the evening. It occured to me (through my sister...thank you tess!) That there are alot of people who do not get to listen to my show because of work, school, etc. So look for me to make the switch and come to you live from the ICT on Thursday nights! Details to come.

Ren Faire is also coming quite soon. When I secure my spot I will let you all know when and where I'm going to be!

Mistitarot

Hello all you wonderful people.

I am back live this Friday on blogtalkradio.

Thanks to all of you for your well wishes and prayers during my healing process! It was appreciated and worked brilliantly. Although I still have 4 weeks until completely released, I have slowly taken myself off of the meds and ready to get back to work!

Hope that all of you can join me live on Friday, and as always if you have a question you would like answered on air for free, the  email me at emailtarot@yahoo.com

Talk to you soon

Misti

Surgery went well, but the pain is more than I thought it would be. I miss working and talking with all of you. Hopefully I will be back here in the next few weeks to let all of you know what 2010 holds for all of you!

Thank you for all of your prayers and well wishes!

Love always,

Mistitarot

So here I am with a soar throat and a day away from my internet radio debut!

Isn't that just like fear!

The saying is, and you hear me say it, "Fear is an illusion" and it is. However it does it's best to manifest itself into a real life thing if we don't let go and let God. Which will make us start to believe that our fear is a fact.  This, in my opinion, is why so many of us and the world are just consumed by it. Because we can take something as simple as a splinter in a finger and turn it into a blood infection or worse, amputation.

The best of us get scared from time to time, it is a part of the human experience, but it is what we do with that fear that seperates us in personalities yet makes us all related.

As for me, no matter how the show goes tomorrow, I will have faced a fear of my voice traveling and will know that even if it is awful, which i know it won't be, that I did it and will never have to face it again. In any case, perspective is needed. I am not an ancient Mayan King whose team has just lost at Ball and is going to be sacrificed. So there is no reason to fear. Even if it is bad, I won't be killed for it!

The question today is:

What will you do/or won't do,  with your fear?

With love and prayers for everyone that crosses my path

Misti

What a crazy few months it has been!

The world just seems upside down and all of us are strapped into it like a ride at the carnival. When times are like this we can't help but feel trapped. After all, everyone that you talk to or listen to is telling us that life is horrible. Economy, Healthcare, Murders, Dis-respect, war,...blah blah blah. But we need to remember those before us. Those wonderful elders who survived horrible outbreaks of disease, famine, droughts, weather patterns. They lived, and so will we.

There is a quote from "Queen Elizabeth the Queen Mother: The Official Autobiography"

In which the Queen states (not word for word but here is the jist) " The difference between the people during the depression and the people now is that during the depression, people gathered with pints of ale around a fire and played games and music. They sang and laughed to escape. Now we sit with fancy wines and with our technology, alone, complaining and becoming consumed by depression. "

Now that is saying alot.

We should gather with people but not to complain but to sing, laugh, play. That's what all of us want to do. So why aren't we? Why aren't you?

We need to get back to the partnership end of our ships! Friendship, Relationship, courtship, etc.We are after all on the same Boat! ( no pun intended, well ok, maybe a little dingy of one)

It is time for us to go deeper. To look to the past so that we can see our future. To know that the Universe like humans, goes through a cycle. We are all here now because those before us survived, and did it without 24hr news, email, google, and cell phones. So shall we.

It's time to evolve people. Not with technology but with emotions.

It is so easy to get discouraged these days. All you have to do is turn the TV on a news channel. I hope by now however,  you have noticed that almost all the sponsors and commercials for the news are pharmaceutical companies. It's no wonder we are a nation of depressed, numb, wandering zombies!

But today it is time to turn off the TV.

We all have enough struggles and demons in our lives. There should be no need to grow more Gremlins by watching the news 24 hours a day. Now, I am not saying that you shouldn't know what is going on in the world or in your community. I am saying that we have become addicted to bad tidings, and are jaded by violence and fear. We are letting ourselves become complacent and allow others to tell us what to think.  A few moments in the morning to catch up on current events is fine, and most of us do cook dinner while watching our local news, but that should be it!

Ask anyone older than yourself, or yourself depending on your age, how they felt during major events. What the worlds morale as a whole was BEFORE 24 hour news centers and internet. When you could only get your news from the paper or certain times of the day. Or God forbid, a Teacher. Which by the way either one was composed of the FACTS, not facts and OPINIONS. Unless you asked.  I promise you the answer would be that there was a lot less of a need for all of the anxiety/depression/sleeping medications. Some may argue that we didn't have the technology to make those kinds of drugs. The truth of it is, we had those drugs then too. We just were not allowed to know about them unless our doctor saw fit or there was a true medical need.

My Father survived THE Depression, as well as my Grandparents, Aunts, Uncles, etc. Pearl Harbor, Vietnam, Korea. Earthquakes, The Dust Bowl, Several Presidents. Oil Prices rising and falling. Most of the people that walk this earth has lived through the H1N1 of 1976 when we were allowed to call it the Swine Flu. And through all of that, we were not a nation of people having a nervous break down, taking medication, not sleeping, and disrespecting their political figures (even though they disliked them.) We were a Nation that would rise to the challenge. Come together in one voice against or for our beliefs. Lived passionately and with excitement. But we were also a Nation again of Newspapers, Land lines only, left our work at home and believed in our home life.

The point to all of this writing is not to dismantle the media or technology that rules us, but to just get ourselves back to center. Back to your source as Dr. Dyer would say. What ever that means for you. Be it God, Light, Energy, we need to get back to it.

We need to get back to talking to each other not typing at each other.

There is no truth in crying and freaking out over every little thing that happens in our lives and in the lives of others. This only sets us into a tail spin of more despair and paranoia. We need to rise above the drama and remove it from our lives. It is time to climb our ladders again, with our bags packed and say " I'm going to make my climb upward and only take steps towards the direction of my calling"

It is time for us to get back to loving and caring for ourselves and neighbors. For baking cookies for the kids or a sick neighbor instead of giving them a video game and refusing to look our community in the eyes for fear they may make us sick or actually want to talk face to face.

When you use your talents or calling to serve others, clarity and success beyond money and power comes in abundance to you. When you stay in this "World Head" and avoid others including yourself, all of the things that you don't want to happen, will.

Today should be the day that you celebrate yourself. That you tune out other people and their opinions. That you take care of the people around you. That you be what you want to be, so that you can receive what you want and need in your life. It is possible that we can celebrate and be happy again and we need to. Remember the most simple of rules everyday,

For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction.

If you want love go love

 Fun? Be fun.

If you need direction, be the map for someone else.

Everything that you give out, will be given back to you in abundance. Today is the day to ask yourself

?Am I putting out the Aura of a down trodden media drama junkie, or the light, love, and abundance that we all come from.?

I pray for all of us that it is the later.

To all that I read for @ the Ren Fair in Sedgwick County Park, Thank you!

What a wonderful 2 days I had meeting all of you. My apologies go out to those of you who were patient enough to stand or sit in the blazing sun waiting for a reading and never got one. For those that did you are deeply appreciated as each of you made my day!

My wish for everyone is that love, patience, and guidance will come to you in abundance and that our paths will cross again.

Remember you can get email readings or Skype readings with me at anytime and I would love for any of you to share your thoughts with me by signing my guestbook.

With much love always,

Misti

This is what the tent that I will be operating out of at Ren Faire will look like. Come see me this weekend!

Today I was watching a wonderful movie that stars Dr. Wayne Dyer and his teachings. It's called The Shift.

Talk about having to take a pause break. Everytime he said something new, it was like eating dinner......I had to take a bite, and then chew......and chew.....and chew.......until I could swallow what it was he was saying. Then my mind would be off.

It would wander the wonderful paths that his words had formed and I found myself walking a very spiritual path. Everytime my mind wandered, it kept taking me back to one place. My favorite place, the Marina in San Leandro, California. I would see myself standing there just watching the water. Feeling the breeze move the boats behind me. Hearing the creaks of the dock, the faint whisper of sea gulls. I walked miles in my thoughts, before I realized, I needed to pause the movie and go back to what I had missed while seeing the beautiful Bay.

Halfway through the movie, my mind drifted back to the Marina, but this time my imagination soared and I saw the Dr. standing just behind me. He asked me "Do you like it here?" "Yes, it's my favorite place in all of the world." I answered never looking back at him, just keeping my eyes on the waves. "Why?" He said very softly, and I smiled "Because I am here.'"  My eyes re-opened to the fact that again I was watching a movie.  I fell silent in my spirit. "Why would I say that. I haven't been anywhere in the world. I am not one to make such a misinformed statement such as, My favorite place in ALL OF THE WORLD. How do I know that Africa, or England, Germany, Iceland for Christ sake wouldn't be more to my liking." and in that thought, a voice deep within me silently announced itself with this......

It is your favorite place because you are there. Your favorite place in the whole world is where ever you are. Because where you are, God is.

I must say that this statement was very powerful to me. It's alot to digest, I know that, and it has nothing to do with anything but just simply being happy because you are being. Because you live, Because God is everywhere.

I suggest to anyone reading this, that they to should get this movie and get on your walking shoes, cuz you are in for the walk of your life!

All my love,

Misti